One day at a time....

I am left in the cold. I am confused and hurt. I wish I was angry but how can you be when they didn’t do anything wrong. He says after 6 months that he just doesn’t see himself marrying me one day. I can’t force something like that on him. If he doesn’t feel it then he doesn’t feel it. No one saw this break-up coming. Everyone is just as shocked as I am. We had the relationship that everyone wanted to have. We were that couple everyone hated because we were so perfect. He sent me cute texts all the way until the moment he broke up with me. I want to talk to him. I want to see him. I want answers. When I asked him as to why he said he “just wasn’t feeling it.” He said he just didn’t see himself marrying me. My heart is broken. My ego is hurt. I love him still and i hope after time we try things again. I don’t know what to do with out him. He was such an important part of my life. My neighbor. My boyfriend. My best friend.

How do I get over him? I am trying to date but every time I go I am constantly thinking of him. Some say that its because I am not over him yet so I can’t go out with anyone else till then but how do I get over him if I don’t have anyone to show me I can do better?

All I know is I don’t want to date. I want him back. My question is how do I do that?

I have never felt more alone in my entire life.

As time passes by, I fall asleep without you by my side
I go out of my mind, remembering the way we were…before.